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Saturday, July 11, 2009
wrong time

So yeah.. I told u that i was going to danes' right?? Then i was there just a moment ago .. The thing is that i was really late at the said time that i should be home.. I mean it's like my curfew know that?? Oh well in reality i got out from danes house at 5;15 pm so yeah.. But u know i really thought my mom said that i should start heading home at 5ish but sad to say i didnt completely understand that.. So yeah i was totally late ... And now i'm back home but.. Here's what happened.. My mom called me after i used the bathroom to change my clothes.. And do u know what she said well she asked me what time did she tell me to go home and i was like.............
And she was like i told u that u should be here at 5pm and i was like .. I thought i'll start walking at 5 but she was like NO..
Next time i dont like u doing that and.. Yeah that's the end of the short conversation.. But u know what?? papa has a new friend at work and he invited them here.. Yeah i mean 'them' bcoz it's him and his wife! Lol... Yeah wrong time i know;D

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6:23 PM

Friday, July 10, 2009
Shocking moment

Hey.. I'm supposed to be writing my page .. using my computer but yeah guess not.. 'coz i'm currently watching some movie called 'halloween' though it's not halloween yet lol.. But yeah what i'm about to say.. Is that in dinner tonight sabine got a little difficult and ... Threw tantrums then.. My father was scolding her .. and then i wanted to help her.. But i was so shocked when papa shouted at me .. Not totally shout i mean but yeah something like that ..knowing me i'm too sensitive when it comes to scolding.. And yeah .. I went to the study room to vent this feeling and so yeah.. But papa went after me few minutes later snd explain things ;D yay! And then that's it i'm relieved now.. ;D sometimes shocking things happen but there are also things that are truly unexpected'...

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9:37 PM

Thursday, July 9, 2009
Memories

I'm listening to 'nice piece of art' by FM static.. I llike this song .. But know what?? Sometimes.. I dont like listening to music.. Me? a person who depends her life on music doesnt like music at times?? That's weird right?? Sometimes.. There are things that u can not forget ever.. wtv u do wherever u go .. It stays the same the way u left it.. And there are times that u wished u shouldn't have left them that way .. Bcoz it what hurt u more.. And that's the reason why i dont want to listen to music sometimes.. It reminds me of something from the past..
Juz like my grandmother... U think.. I just forgot about her?? Juz bcoz i'm not crying over her?? And dont talk about her anymore?? .. U just DONT know how i grieve! It hurts u know??? Even though shes juz my grandmother i loove her so much .. At least my mother is still here.. But my precious grandmother .. I never said i love u to her for the last time..for the last time.. And some songs reminds me of those times i had with her..memories of my past ;(

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10:52 PM

Good

What now?? I suppose i should say something about my day right?? Lol.. Yeah right.. So far so good had a little conflict though with u know.. We were arguing about something about the teleserye kamb sa uma .. It was not good.. I'll be honest.. I accepted defeat humbly 'coz i didnt wanna fight .. 'coz i thought we're already on good terms.. Right'?? I should be the one who should be patient about things.. Bcoz i was the one who guaranteed that .

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10:43 PM

I thought so

I thought this day would end up good and smooth.. But didnt know there will be conflicts in midnight.. ;( i'm very sad to tell u that my suspicion is true.. I really thought all of this is over didnt know that she's still thinks of that thing.. U know about that.. "pano kita pgkktiwlaan kung d mo nga aq cnusunod.. Pag my pinpbili k skin dba agad2 qng bnbli??" i'm so sad that she's still like this.. I thought we're ok already but why it's like this?? Idk y i was juz downloading some songs from the comp.but she said a lot of things already..and not only that.. It really hurt me ebn though i promised her that i wont care if she gets angry to me .. But how can i not if she makes sumbat to me.. So sad of this .. I really thought that we're ok already.. ;(

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12:47 AM

Wednesday, July 8, 2009
a cute and nice day

it was so funny since i uploaded videos on youtube.. and what's even worse it's all videos of my sis i mean it's a good thing.. but it's funny lol..;D and yeah .. i swam today as usual.. nothing much to say really just want to keep you updated with my life.. ;D

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11:56 PM

Tuesday, July 7, 2009
ur normal day

as usual.. U can call this as ur normal day,, nothing much to day .. Nothing much to tell u.. Nothng much really,,, but yeah today i watched 'nasaan ka maruja?' it's quite good i can say.. But yeah as i said .. It's ur usual day today .. So nothing much
;$

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11:40 PM

Monday, July 6, 2009
Nothing much

Today.. Nothing much ... Errr... Today was ok i can say.. And i got my cellphone a protector cover.. And that's a good thing i think?? i did a good job today.. Bcoz my mom didn't get mad at me or she did at least once?? But yeah ... It's a good thing for me,,, at least I did a good thing and that's oooookay. ;D

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9:57 PM

Sunday, July 5, 2009
one more chance

..nagkbati n nga kmi.. Yeah i know.. And i do remember as well,, my promise that time .. That i'll do my best to be her best daughter... but deep inside i did have one wish from that time as well .. And that is ..for her to be able to understand me.. And to be gentler with me.. But i guess after that nothing has change,, she's still the old mother that i hated the attitude.. but u know.. To tell the truth .. I didn't lie about .. Loving her.. I do love her so much that it's painful for me when she says things.. Or there's juz sumthing wrong with my attitude.. Idk.. I juz dk ... Sumtyms.. Naicp q .. Bk8 ganun ?? Gus2 q lng nmn ng pmlya .. Ung ideal.. Peo bk8 ang bngay skn ni god e ung family n halos kulang n lng mgpatayan s .. Mga problema.. But yah i know that ..but i love this family even thou it's like that.. But i'm juz a person who gets tired when things isn't going well.. I am juz a person who .. Shed tears.. And can get emotional at times.. And i am not PERFECT!

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8:52 PM