what should i write here?? idk .. i thought that this day would be awesome great i mean GREAT but in the morning there is this one particular person who just don't get jokes and has a thing with what PROPER DIET actually means.. yeah i know i am on diet but i just have to do it my way .. if i fall sick then just let me die.. who cares .. idk .. i thought it's ok now but i just don't get it ... did she change something about her when we made that VERY SERIOUS CONVERSATION about our relatioship back in philippine this summer ??? did she?? bcoz me i totally did but ..when i sensed that her attitute personality is totally the same .. u know what i did?/ i though i just have to bare with it for few years ... ;( that's what i thought ... u know i do love my mother to the extent i want her to change ... and because keeping a diary drove her crazy even more ... i really tried to keep this online journal ..going no mater what .. i really love her ... and everytime boredom pokes me i realize this even more..
Labels: boredom, promise, Sadness