i still couldn't believe that my own mother told me that i, genevieve who definitely loves and lives my life together with books is not reading by heart??? do u know that it really hurt me??? it really did for all of my bookworm life i have never heard anyone whispering that i am juz doing reading for fun.. i have never ever heard of that kind of thing... it really hurt me.. i didnt do anything wong .. i juz love reading that's all is there anything wrong with that?? then if there is she should have told me from the beginning so that i didnt come to love and live around books ... bcoz if i will stay away now .. it will hurt me surely .. deeply
today maybe is a special day .. bcoz today is the day that i dreamed of my grandmother ..who passed away 4 months ago.. it's very special to me bcoz i have never ever dremaed of her ever since her death .. i am so happy that this has happened to me.. so glad .. but when i think of it, it's like i cant still believe that she already died ... for me she's still here by my side .. taking care of me .. i really love her hope she's happy wherever she is where she looks after me .. she knows that i love her .. i really do .. til .. death i will always remember her .. in my heart,, in my soul.. and my mind .. she's the mother that took care of me .. i'm happy for that. ;D
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